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Day 1 — 5th March 2026
Today I did it. All of it. I didn’t eat until 1pm. Not because I couldn’t — because I chose not to. That’s the difference. Before the pool I had one banana. That was it. I went to swim on one banana and it was fine. 20 lengths. 33 metre pool. 14 minutes 50 seconds.…
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I wrote STOP on my hand this morning
Today is 5th March 2026. I am 48. I weigh 105.8kg. I have struggled with food for 32 years. This morning I wrote STOP on my hand. Something has shifted in me. I felt sorrow and despair the other day when I realised that it is never just going to happen. I am never going…